KANASHII DESU!! :'(

[octavialao]

I'am so upset.. Lately, AGAIN! (for the Nth time)
I cannot emphasize it more..
YES I've been busy with school but the real reason behind not updating my LJ is because..

MY LAPTOP WAS STOLEN!!! >.<

huhuhuhu.. it was the most depressing time in my life..
I may sound so overrated.. but please understand..

ALL MY ARASHI videos and photos are gone as well..

I could not retrieve them..
some of those videos might be gone now.. :(

but I have to move on!!

I just hate the idea that I haven't backed-up my videos there.. :'(

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!

So I'll be using my old crappy laptop instead.. and my smart phone in updating my Social networks..
and I'll be downloading some videos again.. hopefully.. some of them are still up.. (fingers-crossed)

all I can do now is look at Sho-chan's face in my WITH magazine, which I bought while I was in Honkong last September..

Your the cutest Sho-chan!! make my worries go away!! :D

and the talk about my Hongkong trip urges me to tears..
all my photos and vlogs are there as well..
all my fanvids that are waiting to be uploaded are there too..

huhuhu..
I have to be strong..
I know something better will come!! I just know it! :D